Category: Musings

He Sets the Solitary in Families

God sets the solitary in families: he leads out the prisoners with singing. Only the rebellious dwell in a dry land. -Psalm 68:6 ife has been busy. As a wife, a mom of 15-month...

Friends Making Music

I am so blessed to have some amazing friends that make awesome music! I don’t share IHOP’s Forerunner Music releases, because I figure you guys already know all about them, but I wanted to...

Words, Words, Words

I recently finished a [written] interview with All About Worship [.com] on worship leading at IHOP, being married to a rapper, and my new album. You can read it here. I’m not going to...

Finding Liturgy and Discovering Theology

Maybe it’s because I grew up in an evangelical, non-denominational, charismatic, rhyming worship songs, sanctuary-with-basketball-goals type of church, but I love me some liturgy. This Christmas Eve, my husband and I went to a...

The Aching, Sobbing, Heartbreak of Longing

A few nights ago, I was playing my piano and singing and worshiping when suddenly it hit me: the aching, sobbing, heartbreak of longing. I started crying, “What if I never get there in...

“Hold On” Released on iTunes

“Hold On” a compilation album inspired by the documentary Nefarious – exposing the sex trafficking industry was released on iTunes last week and I forgot to blog about it! My husband J.May is rapping...

My Personal Restoration

I went out to our backyard today with the puppies and took a look at our yard. If you’ve ever seen the movie, Secret Garden, then you can imagine what it looks like –...

Pausing my Primordial Holler

Don’t get me wrong, I love America. Washington D.C. and all those founding fathers, colonial Williamsburg and History Channel specials. I love red, white and blue, the 4th of July, Jack Bauer, and all...

More than “More Lord”

I was in a meeting the other day where there was altar ministry that sounded like “More Lord!!!! We aren’t satisfied, we must have more!!!” It was tenacious, it was persistent, and almost militant,...